these 2 mths were really down 2 e bottom. heart in the deepest deepest down the sea, where no light can ever shine in2... i wanted to escape but there no place n room 4 mi 2 move...
work contract ended in feb, next uncle tham fell sick n passed away... i couldn't understand aunite stella's pain, qi's, even mao shin's. becoz i'm nt them n nv will understand. but i can still feel e pain of my own... e whole wake when i was there i juz dun really feel it but e last day of e wake we felt e pain in e heart... sending uncle tham last journey was e hardest thing i've even done so far... esp when we saw him movin slowly towards e fire...
auntie stella had changed so much even since uncle tham's death... nt onli her but oso qi n mao shin even our family 2 had changed.... although rite now she had work 2 work on, but wad abt her heart?
