juz dunno y... juz have this tot suddenly... haha... anyway, been buzi with things i oso dunno y i busi with wad... everyday seem to be rushing but dunno with wad thing... but like yesterday i'm rushing church den rushing again to harbourfront den back to church again... but this time i managed to invite hui been over to church for SOW open house... =) n she did enjoyed herself onli tat she's quite tired... but i'm really glad that she came last nite... feeling drain... haha... although i've seem to be found that my love for God is renew and is becoming stronger but i do feel strain sometimes... sometimes i even think tat am i doing the right thing... or maybe i didn't sleep well last nite tat y i'm having weird tot rite now... hehe... u never noe... i'm still quite enjoyed myself in choir, enjoying singing in fact... i think i never grew tired abt it... hehe... anyway... i really hope i can play the harp... i juz dunno y... whenever i heard the harp, a peace feeling juz washed over mi... i juz loved the feelings becuase itz very comfortable... loved its music... i dun really think i can play any intsrument in front of ppl 1 thing is that i still have my stage fright (although e last time i'm on stage with the choir i dun feel any fright =P) playing for myself without any mistake is gd 4 mi le.. haha... =P
